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  Dumpster Fire

  Life Sucks #3

  Elise Faber

  DUMPSTER FIRE

  by Elise Faber

  Copyright © 2021 ELISE FABER

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  This is a work of fiction. Names, places, characters, and events are fictitious in every regard. Any similarities to actual events and persons, living or dead, are purely coincidental. Any trademarks, service marks, product names, or named features are assumed to be the property of their respective owners, and are used only for reference. There is no implied endorsement if any of these terms are used. Except for review purposes, the reproduction of this book in whole or part, electronically or mechanically, constitutes a copyright violation.

  DUMPSTER FIRE

  Copyright © 2021 ELISE FABER

  Print ISBN: 978-1-946140-88-3

  eBook ISBN: 978-1-946140-87-6

  Cover Art by Jena Brignola

  Contents

  Life Sucks

  1. Dumpster Fire

  2. Dead Bodies Were Heavier Than They Appeared

  3. Miserable: Just the Way He Liked It

  4. Wrapping Paper and Baton Twirling

  5. Erosion = Good

  6. A Scarf and a Sweater

  7. Sisters. Le Sigh

  8. Defunct Tote Bag Straps

  9. When the Sun Sets

  10. After the Kiss

  11. Unlocked Doors

  12. These Heels Were Made for Walking

  13. On a Cliff

  14. The Dark

  15. The Great Debate

  16. Ice Cream Nirvana

  17. More Unlocked Doors

  18. Moving Beyond

  19. The Night Before

  20. The Morning After

  21. Surviving the Storm

  22. Card Shark

  23. All the Grumps

  24. Walls Closing In

  25. Unlocked Doors Part Three

  26. Packed Bags

  27. Silence

  28. The Sweater

  29. The Reckoning

  Epilogue

  Epilogue Part Two

  Life Sucks

  Also by Elise Faber

  About the Author

  Life Sucks

  Train Wreck

  Hot Mess

  Dumpster Fire

  Clusterf*@k

  One

  Dumpster Fire

  Rob

  It was probably a morbid birthday tradition for him to be sitting in a graveyard, a beer at his hip, a bouquet of daisies laid across his late wife’s headstone.

  But . . . the daisies had been her favorite.

  Well, the beer had been her favorite, too.

  His best friend, his buddy, his love. Carmella had watched more sports than him, had gotten him turned on to IPAs, had dished shit his way more than anyone else. And . . . he’d loved her more than anything.

  But now she was gone, and he was sitting in the graveyard on his birthday because it was something to do when his life was filled with absolutely nothing.

  Cool.

  Super positive outlook you have there.

  The mental voice was Carmella’s, and it was no surprise she was giving him shit from the other side of the grave.

  He just wished she was around to give it in person.

  That wasn’t to be, of course.

  And Rob knew it was time he stopped grieving. Or if not that, then it was time he stopped hanging around the graveyard. Because he’d had enough beers to admit that he’d spent more than just his birthday night here.

  He’d spent too many nights here.

  Stop moping, Rob. Chin up and carry on.

  But he didn’t want to put his chin up and carry on. He wanted things to go back to normal. He wanted . . . Carmella.

  Sighing, he collected his empties and stood, slightly wavering because the bottles numbered six, and that was four more than he normally indulged in graveside. Which meant he had a couple of stumbling feet and a pair of eyes that weren’t tracking exactly right. Not that his drunkenness was a big deal. He lived in Stoneybrook, and Stoney put the brook into small ass towns.

  And that makes absolutely no sense, babe, Carmella told him. Time to go home and sleep it off.

  Since he didn’t argue with his wife—or at least didn’t argue and expect to win—Rob turned in the direction of his house, which was all of two blocks away.

  See? Small town.

  Two blocks to the graveyard. Two on the other side to downtown. Three, max, to the beach he didn’t go to any longer—or at least not very often. He’d learned to stomach a lot of things in the two years since Carmella had passed, but he had a hell of a time stomaching going there. Especially alone.

  He just couldn’t.

  Go, babe.

  Nodding in response to the voice he knew was definitely not real, Rob weaved his way through the graves, dumped the bottles in the trash can near the exit—never let it be said that he wasn’t a neat drunk—and started walking along the road that would lead home.

  It was dark, nearing midnight, with only the moon to light his way.

  But again, that was okay. Because Stoneybrook was small and had no traffic and because he’d done this walk more times than he could count.

  He could probably do it with his eyes closed.

  The town was absolutely still and quiet, having rolled up its streets many hours before.

  So, the last thing Rob expected to see was a car.

  He’d just stepped out of the shadows across the road from his house when he saw the headlights . . . coming right toward him.

  He should have moved.

  Instead, he froze.

  This was it. This was when his loneliness would end, when he would finally see Carmella again. Finally.

  He closed his eyes, sucked in a deep breath, and waited.

  Tires on the road, a roaring noise closing in, a horn blaring.

  And . . .

  The car screeched to a halt.

  Inches from him. Close enough he could feel the heat of the engine, hear the ticking of the metal parts inside the transmission.

  Disappointment flooded through him, his eyes flying open.

  Then the door shot open, and his gaze flew there just in time to see heels appear on the street. High, high heels the likes of which Carmella would never wear. They were followed by bare ankles, calves, and knees, and then a glimpse of thigh encased in a short, tight skirt. Another thing Carmella would never wear.

  “What in the fuck do you think you’re doing crossing the street without looking in the middle of the night?” the woman yelled.

  That was Carmella.

  Fierce. Tough.

  But this wasn’t his Carmella. Rob wobbled slightly, his stomach churning, the beers catching up with him all at once, even as he had the distinct thought that this woman was. Not. His. Carmella.

  “It’s my birthday,” he muttered.

  “I don’t give a fuck if it’s the pope’s birthday—” She broke off.

  Probably because right then he bent at the waist and puked all over his own shoes.

  He couldn’t even summon up the strength to be embarrassed . . . because the moment after his stomach was emptied, the whole world went black.

  The last thing he heard was,

  “Shit. Motherfucker. Son of a bitch!”

  And that made him smile.

  Because that mouth was his Carmella.

  Two

  Dead Bodies Were Heavier Than They Appeared

  Soph

  She stared at the road, well, at the man who’d just collapsed in a puddle of his own vomit, and tried to figure out what to do.

  She’d come to this small town to get
away from the attention that had become unbearable after her latest film, starring alongside the Finn Stoneman—Hollywood’s most popular leading man—had broken box office records. She was the Next Hot Thing, and that wasn’t ego talking. Her publicist had told her that exact title had graced the cover of no less than five magazines.

  The chance of a lifetime.

  The success she’d dreamed of for ten years as a working actress in Los Angeles.

  Now it was here, and she’d be an idiot to not be thrilled.

  But . . . she was an idiot because she wasn’t thrilled.

  Instead, it all felt empty and meaningless. The endless press and soundbites and outfits—always a different one, because—gasp—she couldn’t wear the same thing twice. Oh, the horror!

  She still loved acting, still felt incredibly lucky to have gotten her big break.

  It just . . . wasn’t as wonderful as she’d always dreamed it might be.

  There. She said it.

  Soph was a poor, not-quite-rich-but-at-least-had-some-savings girl, who had her face plastered on magazines and social media and had discovered that the green grass on the other side wasn’t always so green.

  Fun times.

  None of which had anything to do with the passed-out man she was staring at in the center of the road.

  She’d nearly hit him, the streetlights overhead only doing so much to illuminate his earlier emergence from the shadows. And that had been when he was moving. Now he might as well be a speed bump in the middle of the road.

  After reaching into the car to hit the button for her hazard lights, she moved over to the man, wrinkling her nose at the not-so-pleasant odor.

  Beer.

  Pizza.

  Ugh. Seriously the worst combination ever.

  Years of bartending in between acting gigs had taught her that much.

  “Hey!” she said, loud and abrupt, nudging him with the toe of her heel. “Wake up!”

  He groaned, shifted slightly, but didn’t open his eyes.

  “You’re in the road, dumbass,” she barked. Yes, it was rude, but he was in the road and if a little rudeness got him up and moving so he didn’t get run over, then she’d dish out what she needed to.

  Unfortunately, her cajoling had limited effect.

  He continued to lie prone on the street.

  “Fuck,” she muttered and kicked off her heels. Then stepped behind him, looped her arms beneath his, and heaved.

  And made it all of six inches because he was a heavy fucker.

  This was what moving a dead body would be like, she supposed, knowing that she would be a shit serial killer, if she were so inclined, not even being able to move a body.

  But she was stubborn, and she was strong—thanks to Pilates six days a week—and so after a plentiful amount of heaving, cursing, and groaning, she finally managed to drag his ass to the sidewalk.

  She probably shouldn’t have risked moving him, she thought as she slipped out of her coat and bundled it under his head. He might have an injury she couldn’t see. But he hadn’t fallen very far, just bent in half and puked then sort of crumbled slowly to the ground.

  Certainly, the road had been the bigger danger.

  She didn’t think he’d even have a bruise in the morning.

  In the meantime, she would have a smarting foot, she realized as she sat next to him, lifting said foot and seeing that she’d sliced the bottom of it on something in the road.

  Sighing and knowing there was no hope for it, she hobbled her way back to her car, dug around in her purse for her cell, then her suitcase for a hoodie, her tiny first aid kit, a pair of socks, her sneakers, and her cozy, stupidly expensive blanket she used for long haul flights.

  The latter she’d sacrifice to the idiot on the sidewalk, the former she slipped over her head, and the middle three were for her feet.

  She hobbled back over to the man in question, tucked the blanket around him and sat down, stealing a corner for herself so she didn’t flash who knew what was in the road or surrounding shadows as she tended to her foot. But before commencing her ministrations, she dialed Finn’s number and put him on speaker.

  It rang a few times before he picked up.

  “Soph?” he asked. “Did you land?”

  “Yeah. I’m here.”

  “What’s the matter?” His tone was concerned, and she was reminded that the man wasn’t only a talented actor, but he was a skilled director as well, able to coax the smallest emotions from his cast.

  “I’ve got a problem.”

  “What is it?”

  She sighed then explained what happened.

  “Shit,” he muttered when she’d finished. “You’re not hurt?”

  “No,” she said. “I’m fine. He’s fine, too, I think. Just passed out.”

  “Okay, good. Where are you exactly?”

  “I’ll send you a pin.” Thank God for technology and it enabling her to send him her exact location with only a few taps of her screen.

  “Good,” he said, and she heard him moving around in the background. “I’ll be there in less than ten.”

  “Ten?” she asked. “You haven’t even seen the pin yet.”

  He laughed. “This is Stoneybrook. Nothing is more than ten minutes away. I’ll see you in a few, okay?”

  “Okay.” But she didn’t hang up.

  She had this feeling, one deep inside her gut telling her that something about her life had just changed.

  Finn must have sensed her disquiet. “You want me to stay on the line with you?”

  Soph shook herself. “No, of course not.” She released a breath. “I’m just tired. I’ll see you in ten.” Then she hung up before he could say anything further, quickly pulling up the maps app and texting him a pin marking her location.

  Two minutes later, she’d cleaned the cut—well, it was more abrasion than cut—and slapped a couple of bandages on her foot. That finished, she was just tugging on her socks when headlights appeared in the distance and was shoving her feet into her sneakers, the hurt one protesting mightily, as the car pulled up beside hers, Finn’s head poking out the window.

  “I see you’ve gotten the Stoneybrook welcome.”

  She frowned. “I thought you told me this was a nice, quiet town.”

  He grinned, put the car into park, and left it running, right there in the middle of the road.

  Which was probably a perfectly safe spot, considering she hadn’t seen hide nor hair of another car or person in the time she’d been sitting there—not that it had been long. But the truth was that it was strangely quiet, the light breeze from the ocean rustling the trees, but everything else was still and peaceful and . . . so damned quiet it was almost unnerving.

  “Who’d you hit?” he asked, coming over to her.

  She narrowed her eyes. “I told you, I didn’t hit anyone.”

  “Rob!”

  Soph blinked, realized she’d missed seeing Finn’s wife, Shannon, getting out of the car. She ran over to where they sat on the sidewalk, her eyes concerned as they met Sophie’s. “You okay?”

  “I’m fine,” she said. “And he’s fine, too. Just drunk and passed out, and not hit by my car,” she added, glaring up at Finn.

  Shannon wrinkled her nose. “He needs a shower.”

  Soph nodded. “And to burn these clothes. They’ve got puke and road juice all over them.”

  “Road juice?” Finn asked.

  She shuddered. “Poor choice of words,” she said apologetically, to which Shannon and Finn both smiled and shrugged. “His name is Rob?” Soph asked. “Do you know where he lives, so we can get him home?”

  “Yup,” Finn said and bent. “You sure he didn’t hit his head?”

  She nodded.

  “Good.” He thrust one arm under Rob’s shoulders, the other under his knees, and hefted him up in a move that belied Finn’s strength because, as Soph personally knew, Rob was heavy. Then without preamble, Finn proceeded to carry Rob up the driveway of the house she’d
stopped in front of. “Can you grab the key, sweetheart?”

  Shannon had been folding Sophie’s blanket and jacket, and she quickly passed them over, following her husband up the drive.

  Soph probably should have left then, but instead, she trailed Finn and Shann, watching as the latter lifted a planter on the porch, retrieved a key, and then let them into Rob’s house.

  And Soph probably should have left then.

  But she didn’t, just followed them into the house.

  It was small and cozy, with wide windows and a woman’s touch evident in the throw pillows on the couch, the smattering of blankets on the back cushions, the knickknacks and flowers on the table in the hall, the tiny sign declaring, It’s Good to be Home with keys hanging from hooks on the bottom of it.

  She let her gaze slide around the open space, obliquely aware of Finn moving up the stairs, of the noise of a shower turning on, even as she kept studying the rooms as though they were the most interesting museum exhibit she’d ever seen.

  Smooth granite counters in a light color she couldn’t discern in the dimness, cabinets that were also an indeterminate shade—were they white or gray or perhaps a pale, pale yellow? A large sink, a full-sized fridge, a microwave mounted over a stove. And there was a tea kettle, shining bright silver as though the moonlight were shining directly through the window behind that large sink simply to highlight it in its rays.